Wednesday, October 18, 2006

fast moving blues

I need a paper journal to record thoughts like these.

I can’t hold it together anymore. I realized that I am not working toward any goals, and I’m not accomplishing much of anything. I worry incessantly about things outside my control. I don’t do much about the things within my control.

I’m struggling. Not sure what to do about it. I want to run and keep on running. But I probably won’t.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I wish we lived closer so we could get together and talk this out...I so know what you mean. Sometimes life can be paralyzing.

*Amy * said...

I know we don't know one another but I can relate in a general sense. The best thing to remeber is every day is a fresh start, I know that is cliche' and all, but it is what you make it. Good luck to you!!!!

Anonymous said...

I understand completely. I'm hugging you from far away and I'm pulling for you, I am.