Monday, June 26, 2006

sometimes it's best not to blog

I drove over Mill Avenue Bridge this evening near sunset. I couldn't see clouds but I could tell they were coming, and the choppy water of Tempe Town Lake reflected the dimming light. I realized that I wanted to cry, and I felt scared that I'll always feel this way.

My evening went downhill from there, and I think I'll just go to bed now.

Goodnight, and good luck.


penguinconqueso said...

Welcome to my Wednesday and Thursday -- Random bawling for money sucks. :/

I remember feeling that way too, it does get better. Don't give up hope.

Steve said...

I am sorry you are feeling that way. Just remember that everything is going to get better, I promise. It may not seem like it now but there is light at the end of the tunnel. Stay strong. We love you and if you ever need anything, let me know.

Love, Steve

holli jo said...

Thanks Nadia and Steve. I appreciate your support. I'm definitely feeling better today. It really helps to know there are people out there who care.